why hasn't anyone asked me to be their girlfriend since the tenth grade? these are the things dawson's creek make you think. someone save me from myself. i feel very sarah mclauglin at the moment. i'm full of insecurity. what if at college i don't meet "my people," as Mrs. Young promised? what if andrew and sarah and clare suddenly find me repulsive and obnoxious? what if i never figure myself out? i'm practically an adult, i thought this angst stuff was supposed to disapear upon graduation.

i'm a mess. but a cheerful one.